Thoughts on the Journey

Well the next new modem arrived in today's mail but I'm taking a break before I set it up since I realized that I completely forgot that I had training for volunteering at the public library this morning. After I grabbed lunch I went and apologized but I feel so shattered and so am going to enjoy the internet I have for a little bit before I try and set up the new modem.

Fixing the internet has eaten up all my plans for new job stuff and everything, it really sucks and I'm just feeling caught between wanting to yell and cry which is not a good frame of mind to deal with Verizon and new modems.

On Saturday night, my internet went down and I called Verizon, they said wait 24 hours, no luck so yesterday my mother and I called them, no luck.

Today they sent us a new modem which I'm going to set up later and hopefully I will be online this evening. At the moment I'm on a public library computer for about an hour. My priorities are checking my email, getting meebo so I can connect with people and then after lunch and grabbing some books trying to make the internet work.

I'm sorry for the abruptness that I got cut off but Verizon is rather stupid and it happens sometimes. In the meantime, my laptop has been organized and I made some nice icons which I will hopefully get to upload soon as well as getting back to all my slows.

I think the fact that I had some really nice stuff all lined up just makes me more angry at Verizon and I've been thinking that I need to find other ways to talk to some of you guys since being without internet is really damn lonely.

Also after hearing Obama's speech, I'm feeling proud to be an American and keep smiling when I think on it.