Not ready yet

[ceitfianna]

Tomorrow I'm going to the memorial of a woman who was basically an adopted aunt. I have all these words I want to say about her and I don't know where to start. I keep looking back at my life and seeing her thumbprints in terms of being thoughtful, loving and teaching.

Today my mom and I made a huge amount of cookies for the reception after her memorial, a potluck because she always loved potlucks. Food made to be shared and with love matters.

She died a week ago and I don't know if I'm ready to not have her somewhere. She's been failing and hurting and she passed in her sleep, but I miss her.

Comments

[in_the_blue]

Many hugs to you. I'm sorry this is something you have to deal with.

[ceitfianna]

Thank you, I'm going to write more about her as she was such a huge part of my life.

[ardyforshort]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[bjornwilde]

Hugz, cookies, and tea. Losing someone is always hard.

[ceitfianna]

Thank you, today felt like a great way to say goodbye to her but its all been a lot. I kept expecting her to join in.

[wedic]

Sorry for your loss *hugs*

[ceitfianna]

Thank you, the memorial and reception were wonderful.