Not a good moment.

[ceitfianna]

I hate this, my Mom without meaning to got me crying by asking why my pants looked so tight. I know I've put on weight and I lose a bit but then it comes back and I've been feeling far too aware of it lately. We talked about it and maybe I should go back to working more on losing weight in the midst of the job stuff but I feel pulled lots of ways and I don't want my weight to be something else to pull me down if it doesn't go away.

God, I'd just like one of these things I've sent out there to come back hopeful, the Lewes public library or one of the jobs, just some sign that I'm putting good stuff out there.

I was going to wait to work on my weight until I was in my own place where that could be part of setting myself up, being able to walk to a grocery store and that kind of thing.

Now I just don't know, maybe I should be working more on that. I just feel lost and falling apart and I really hate it.

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[yakalskovich]

I don't normally speak about these things, but I can't let you -- you!! -- beat yourself up about that, ah, well, crap.

So, I'll toss you a link.

You can go there, poke around, ponder a bit, surf on, discover, if you want to. That's all.-

[ceitfianna]

Thank you.