My Subconscious is Weird
Mar. 21st, 2009 12:50 pmI didn't stay up as late last night but this morning was strange, I kept waking up looking and the clock and going why am I awake so early. Also strange dreams, I've had this dream before about working basically as an indentured servant/slave on this ship thing and my job was to wash these cloths along with some other girls. Now at some point in the dream there was a chance for me to try and persuade this visiting person that this isn't right and they looked like my old band director too which was very odd. This band director was one of my favorite people, kind and nice but he didn't buy it so I suddenly went into this panfandom discussion because apparently this ship was panfandom but that didn't work.
The next dream was about my ex from New Zealand visiting the US which was not that great a trip but this was a different point and I spent most of the dream thinking how can I break up with him? This is what's known as my subconscious being useful in hindsight but I kind of get why since I've been feeling sort of heavy lately but new jeans help a lot. And this ex was the one who really made me feel bad and horribly self conscious and care about the weight I'd put on.
Oh but the last dream/sleep thing is when I finally woke up I thought it was 2:30 and I was grumbling to myself that I didn't mean to sleep that late. Well I looked at my watch properly and as you can see it was 12:30 so I got up at a fairly decent hour and so I'm going to go do lots of things out in the world.
In other interesting and non spoiler news, I only started watching BSG in this last season and so watched the last hour of the finale and found it satisfying and now want to watch it from the start. Oh and the Tiwa plot is off to a really good start, she knows some rather interesting people.
The next dream was about my ex from New Zealand visiting the US which was not that great a trip but this was a different point and I spent most of the dream thinking how can I break up with him? This is what's known as my subconscious being useful in hindsight but I kind of get why since I've been feeling sort of heavy lately but new jeans help a lot. And this ex was the one who really made me feel bad and horribly self conscious and care about the weight I'd put on.
Oh but the last dream/sleep thing is when I finally woke up I thought it was 2:30 and I was grumbling to myself that I didn't mean to sleep that late. Well I looked at my watch properly and as you can see it was 12:30 so I got up at a fairly decent hour and so I'm going to go do lots of things out in the world.
In other interesting and non spoiler news, I only started watching BSG in this last season and so watched the last hour of the finale and found it satisfying and now want to watch it from the start. Oh and the Tiwa plot is off to a really good start, she knows some rather interesting people.