Shopping

I spent most of today at the outlets and after many hours of trying things on and a good salad at Applebees except they drowned it in dressing, I have clothing.

I have button down shirts and jeans that fit and I had moments of feeling awful and fat but you know I'm going to lose that at some point.

What counts now is to look and feel my best so I can get a job I want. I'm very much in transition at the moment and this last year has been hard and I'm still working my way through all that stuff but I'll get there.

For now its just keep myself focused on a few goals at a time. Next big one is finding and applying for jobs at places I want to be.

I'll also be being more mindful of how I eat and doing the pilates dvd since I bought a sports bra and just keep stepping forward.