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ceitfiannaI just talked to my parents and realized why I've been feeling so mixed up about this interview tomorrow. I really want to focus on the second interview for Swarthmore and get my clerical skills sorted.
Yet I'm a rather dutiful person so I've been feeling like I have to do this, but I don't. I'm good at writing a polite email and leaving a phone call saying I'm not interested at the moment, but thank you.
Already I feel lighter, because I made this not knowing what was happening with Swarthmore and at this point, I'm going to focus on the job I want and fun Holiday stuff and finally seeing the Bond movie.
Yet I'm a rather dutiful person so I've been feeling like I have to do this, but I don't. I'm good at writing a polite email and leaving a phone call saying I'm not interested at the moment, but thank you.
Already I feel lighter, because I made this not knowing what was happening with Swarthmore and at this point, I'm going to focus on the job I want and fun Holiday stuff and finally seeing the Bond movie.
