Dreams of Tomorrow and Yesterday
May. 27th, 2011 07:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ceitfiannaThis week I've either been sleeping too little or too much and having vivid dreams. I want to try and not sleep as long since I know I'm losing much of the day, but its hard. I keep waking up at around 7 am and going I don't have to be up, then wake up near the middle of the day and still sleep so that I end up getting up at 2 pm. Now I can manage this as I don't have things I have to wake up for and with the horrible storms, it gets so dark, I have a hard time telling its daylight. This just isn't something I like doing. I'm not a morning person by any stretch of the imagination but I like having more of the day. At this point, I think the best solution is to force myself to wake up when its early and keep doing that. Part of why I think my sleep is so confused is that I'm trying to balance a lot of things and its hard to turn my thoughts off. So I'm not getting to bed and staying asleep instead I wake up and go back to sleep a few times.
Of late, I've been having variations on a recurring dream that I'm pretty sure is tied to my worries about work. In it are people from high school and it almost feels like I'm on a marching band trip. In the dream this morning, this person was asking me if I did my undergrad remote and I was confused. Then I realized that the woman I was talking to thought I was from New Zealand so clearly, I did long distance for my undergrad. It was strange and sort of nice and left me thinking about where I've been and where I want to go.
Today I signed up for an email called ineedalibrary job that I follow on Twitter so that I have jobs to pursue. I'm scared in terms of putting myself out there but there is a job for me and things are tough but I'm going to be a great librarian.
Of late, I've been having variations on a recurring dream that I'm pretty sure is tied to my worries about work. In it are people from high school and it almost feels like I'm on a marching band trip. In the dream this morning, this person was asking me if I did my undergrad remote and I was confused. Then I realized that the woman I was talking to thought I was from New Zealand so clearly, I did long distance for my undergrad. It was strange and sort of nice and left me thinking about where I've been and where I want to go.
Today I signed up for an email called ineedalibrary job that I follow on Twitter so that I have jobs to pursue. I'm scared in terms of putting myself out there but there is a job for me and things are tough but I'm going to be a great librarian.
