Things

I keep meaning to post but I'm still low on energy. Good news, I have a vaccine appointment for next week. I had signed up for the big Mass listing as well as being on two other lists from doctor's visits. So I went from the 21st to the 15th which is great. Not so great news, I need another round of waiting on my crown as the dentist didn't like the filling. This stupid tooth has been going on for so long. At least at this point it doesn't actually hurt, more of a pain.

Other news, the weather's beautiful and feeling like Spring which makes me feel more hopeful. Though I've been doing a lot of thinking about jobs as I get back into applying and a conversation I had with a good friend. They're still dealing with the fallout from a horrible job and that got me thinking about the scars and reminders I have from my bad jobs. And one of the big things is a lack of trust that managers will have my back and that its worthwhile asking for help. I've had good places where in time I had the confidence to reach out, but that's also gotten into looking for places too. I've always been someone who overthinks and wonders if I'm enough and those kind of experiences make it all harder.

This is slightly more down than I had wanted it to be but I have a vaccine appointment and its spring.