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Stupidly hot and things
Jul. 19th, 2020 04:29 pmThe heat plus shark week starting has made the end of this week suck. I feel tired and grumpy and miss going to the library to read in their AC. Also just hanging out with people, which I feel like I've never been good with when I moved, but was starting to get better with before Covid. I've always had that worry of what if I'm pushing myself on someone, when I know I do have fun. Overthinking is a major problem of mine.
I had a conversation with my brother who lives in New Jersey and I feel like maybe he's not worrying as much as my parents and I are. I think its more that he's worrying in different places. My two nieces are apparently going to work at a restaurant again, jobs they started last year. One as a hostess and the other as a busser, all outside and such and at least one of them has been tested so that's good. I don't know. I think I'm just in my own head too much and summer always wipes me out, so its hitting more.
Good things, the school job agency I work with got in touch with me so maybe I can do some remote teaching work this year. And I have various writing things to poke at, just needed a grumble even though I know how lucky I am.
I had a conversation with my brother who lives in New Jersey and I feel like maybe he's not worrying as much as my parents and I are. I think its more that he's worrying in different places. My two nieces are apparently going to work at a restaurant again, jobs they started last year. One as a hostess and the other as a busser, all outside and such and at least one of them has been tested so that's good. I don't know. I think I'm just in my own head too much and summer always wipes me out, so its hitting more.
Good things, the school job agency I work with got in touch with me so maybe I can do some remote teaching work this year. And I have various writing things to poke at, just needed a grumble even though I know how lucky I am.
