I can see the morning light

I would like to be asleep. I'm not sure why I'm not. I did what I normally do, I read and finished a Ngaio Marsh that I was rereading and then proceeded to toss and turn. My ankle hurts and I'm having bad cramps so it was hard to find a way to sleep comfortably. Also my thoughts keep going far too fast with ideas about fics and roleplay and just lots of things.

I'm only partly up, because I'm hoping that maybe, maybe if I write then I can go back to bed and sleep. My worry is that usually when it gets to the point of the sun coming up and I'm still awake, its usually best to just call it a bust for the night.

The moment where I know I've truly given up on sleeping will be when I take a shower and put in my contacts, at the moment what I'm writing is partly blurry, which is good, because I shouldn't be awake yet. I honestly don't remember that last time that I didn't sleep through the night, but I have done it from time to time. Usually a good book is to blame, I think tonight its just my own thoughts and so my icon's keywords are quite appropriate.

ETA at 7:50, Apparently I'm awake and that's not too bad. I've filled two more prompts and the early morning light is hitting my desk obliquely.