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Campus and town are crazy at the moment, full of new students and parents, the difference from just yesterday is amazing. I slept late but sadly I'm still feeling tired and just sort of worn out, I think its all the fault of allergies and I really need to make an appointment at the health clinic.
My plan was to buy notebooks and take pictures, instead I got lunch, some stuff for hanging things on the wall an an Auntie Anne's pretzel. Its weird, I just kind of stared at all the notebooks and planners feeling horribly indecisive, as things are starting to be more real with classes and my job next week, I'm starting to get sort of worried.
I've been meeting other students but not quite clicking with anyone yet and having little moments of shyness and self doubt not so much about classes but people. Its been a while since I was really putting myself out around totally new people that wasn't online or that weren't connected to my parents. I know I can do this but I still can't help worrying about what if I talk too much, what if guys aren't interested in me, all that kind of silly stuff.
On my way home, I'm going to stop by that other store and buy some notebooks that I saw and liked then go home and unpack some more. I think I'll try and write Will's plotty OOM this evening and give Sameth another EP and Jane's latest plot OOM is almost ready to post too so she can be back in. I'm thinking about trying to get to the tailgating for the game tomorrow, I just don't know the best way to get from my apartment to the stadium since I am not driving, I'm not that nuts. This weekend, I will carry my camera around and take pictures of the Grad library and other places since Ann Arbor is beautiful and its the right place for me, I'm just getting butterflies.
My plan was to buy notebooks and take pictures, instead I got lunch, some stuff for hanging things on the wall an an Auntie Anne's pretzel. Its weird, I just kind of stared at all the notebooks and planners feeling horribly indecisive, as things are starting to be more real with classes and my job next week, I'm starting to get sort of worried.
I've been meeting other students but not quite clicking with anyone yet and having little moments of shyness and self doubt not so much about classes but people. Its been a while since I was really putting myself out around totally new people that wasn't online or that weren't connected to my parents. I know I can do this but I still can't help worrying about what if I talk too much, what if guys aren't interested in me, all that kind of silly stuff.
On my way home, I'm going to stop by that other store and buy some notebooks that I saw and liked then go home and unpack some more. I think I'll try and write Will's plotty OOM this evening and give Sameth another EP and Jane's latest plot OOM is almost ready to post too so she can be back in. I'm thinking about trying to get to the tailgating for the game tomorrow, I just don't know the best way to get from my apartment to the stadium since I am not driving, I'm not that nuts. This weekend, I will carry my camera around and take pictures of the Grad library and other places since Ann Arbor is beautiful and its the right place for me, I'm just getting butterflies.
