Odd sort of asking for help

Right, not too long ago I wrote this fic called Madmen and Children about Tiwa, Kite and Bones. I think while talking to wordsthatfail, I've figured out part of why I'm feeling slightly out of sorts today.

Its because ideas for that fic and a desire to pull it out to what it should be keep rattling around in my head. The only problem is the idea came to me in a bit of a chunk and sometimes to be quite honest, I really suck at building worlds and plots.

walksbyherself and doihearawaltz especially since you know your pups so much better and I don't know, I just know there's so much more here. It could be quite long and this is one moment, I just wish I knew more.

I think that I might try and not have too late a night since my body's just sore and my ankle is complaining at me which isn't fun. So yes, this is a terribly rambly post asking for advice or just someone to bounce things off, I want to know the whole story!

Edit with apparently I fail at coherence, its been that kind of day. I guess I'm just curious about associations, random things, anything with the fic. I'm at the throw stuff against the wall and hope something sticks stage.

I should not be allowed to post past a certain point.

Just a heads up that I'll figure the fic out and sorry for the weird, rambly entry last night.

Yesterday was not a terribly good day and it made me just odd and not in a good way.

I'll get myself sorted out along with the ideas and get stuff done today and be fine.

Too Many Thoughts

I'm going to try and be a bit more coherent since I had a good long walk today which actually helped me figure out why I was so off yesterday. Next week will be full of training for my reference job and then the next week Orientation starts and then classes.

I think that as time just gets closer to when things are going to really be happening, I'm getting nervous and excited. I think I'll be alright but it brings up my natural shyness and worries about how I'm relating to people online and in person.

Also I think its making my body just hurt a bit more since I know that's connected, I worry, things hurt and then when I start doing better, I feel better. I really need to make an appointment at the Health Center to figure out what's going on with my ankle.

So if I'm being weird or whiny or rambly this week, its probably one of these things and I'm sorry in advance. I just want things to go well so I start second guessing myself. Thank you to everyone who does read this and I'm glad to know you and sometimes I just need to spew thoughts onto the page.

And in another completely random thing, I think I need to clear out and rearrange my icons. I know some of you are amazing and are constantly switching out your icons. What's your thinking behind this?