Rainy Day

Today is rainy and grey and has been affecting my mood. I went and had Chinese lunch and then wandered around the library a lot feeling a bit annoyed.

The Lewes Library is not very well organized so my plan to look for various books that I wanted to find ended up not going as well as I hoped. I did at least put Neverwhere on hold so I can reread it again since its been far too long since I read it.

Someday I will leave near a bigger library but in the meantime just keep plugging away at job and holiday stuff. I know I have lots of things I need to do today but I will do them later since currently I just feel rather blah.

Oh and last night I had a rather disturbing nightmare about rear ending someone's car horribly when I got lost and tried to get going the right way. In the dream I just broke down and cried since it was such a mess and I was feeling like everything was coming apart. I think that's part of the reason why I'm feeling so tired and worn out too today.

Holiday News

Alright so tomorrow afternoon, I'll be heading north and back on Friday morning for early Christmas with my brother. At this point I really think all my cards are going to be holiday ones since yeah low on energy and just not happening before I leave.

They will get out and look really beautiful with a NZ picture, oh and neenie I found you postcards but can't seem to find your address.

Could you email me at the email in this profile since your card was the second I got and I really want to make sure you get one?

Also due to where we're staying these next few nights, I won't really have internet access so I will try and do slows and everything before we leave tomorrow and tonight but consider me away from tomorrow afternoon to Friday.