Tiwa Fic

Now the idea of this fic basically came out of the fact that Tiwa keeps having really interesting relationships with men who if she'd met them at a different age things would be rather different. I blame wordsthatfail for her brilliant and inspiring Ben Wade fully.
Older!Tiwa and Ben Wade set in Milliways Bar and Ben's West, warnings for implicit sex.

( Dancing with the Wind )

Sometimes I'm my own worst enemy.

Today I was going to try and get to the library to talk to the children's librarian about storytelling since she tends to leave around one. I woke up this morning just scared, because I want this so much and worrying well what if she's not there. Also the rather disturbing dream about The Young Riders didn't really help.

I just told my father and there are times I want to yell at him saying well that's too bad and giving me a look of expected better really doesn't help. I'm going to talk to her just during the week, I feel so much like myself when I tell stories and it makes me happy and I might even get paid slightly, I'm allowed to freak out a bit. I think I might need to go out and just get out of the house before I tie myself into more knots about how clearly I failed since I didn't go this morning.

And I must pimp the Fifteen Minute Festival, its made me smile and I'm trying to pass those smiles on. Right deep breath, things will work out somehow.

Today has Improved

I'm watching the newest retelling of Tom Jones which is quite wonderful and have a new muse over in mixed_muses.

I have no idea how long she'll last but Jane now has her own journal. So tonight has actually turned out well and tomorrow I will go to the outlets and pick up a cheap copy of the Becoming Jane dvd so I can know canon better.